Dear Brothers & Friends,Â
Welcome to BROTHER BEASTUS đ¤ GRIMOIRE!
This is a special issue on pandemics: how to live through them and what the future might be for the one weâre currently in.
No one likes to talk about pandemics; itâs unpleasant. Plus, itâs a symptom of pandemics themselves that everyone will want to deny it and move onâespecially after the worst of it. Thatâs just how the human psyche works during pandemics in Western societies.
This zine is a place where I occasionally try to tackle serious issuesâespecially ones that might have a place in a brotherâs or friendâs personal grimoire.
I believe living through a pandemic should be in everyoneâs practical grimoireâfor obvious reasons now (and more pandemics are expected in humanityâs near future).
Let me share whatâs in my grimoire on pandemicsâŚ.
Who is Talking?
Iâm Mark, the creator of Brother Beastus, and I came of age, as a gay man, during the transition to the so-called post-AIDS era in the late 1980âs and early 90âs in the US.
You never forget your first pandemic (although lots of others will).
Mine was the âluckyâ first generation that knew what AIDS was, what caused it, and how to protect ourselves and each other. It took a long time just to get there.
Of course, none of us had lived through a pandemic before. My generation of gay and queer men had to find our own way for several reasons: Many of our older gay brothers, our predecessors and community leaders, died. We knew something had to be done to fight AIDS, but we didnât know how to do it. We lost many, many of our contemporaries along the way.
Itâs one thing to have the knowledge and tools to end a pandemic and quite another for society to adjust its behavior to this knowledge. Thatâs what we contended with.
I, along with my generation, had to learn about pandemics the hard way, and I personally made a lot of mistakes. But I learned from them and changed.
I want to share this knowledge in the hope that people can learn from the hard-earned history of AIDS, humanityâs last global pandemic.
Whatâs CoVID got to do with AIDS? Different But Similar Global Pandemics
CoVID-2019 and AIDS are different in important ways. Of course, every pandemic in human history has been unique in its general characteristics and in its toll in human suffering.
However, the last two global pandemics, CoVID and AIDS, are similar in one fundamental way: the primary and strategic strength of the disease is that the person becomes highly infectious well before they develop symptoms.
Thatâs what makes both diseases very difficult disease to fight. Itâs likely what makes CoVID-2019 a global pandemic rather than a âmereâ epidemic.
How to Live Through a Pandemic
We are now âpost-CoVIDâ â but thatâs probably not what you think it means.
There are two major phases of every pandemic. The emergency phase is when the disease emerges, itâs identified, and effective treatments are successfully developed. For AIDS, this took phase took most of the 1980âs. Thanks in large part to AIDS research, this phase was much shorter for CoVID. We are the lucky benefactors of that research.
The post-pandemic, or post-CoVID, phase is often the more difficult stage because itâs more about human behavior and society than about science. This is about changing behavior and moving political will at a societal level with the mission of controlling and eradicating the disease. Thatâs the phase we are entering.
Telling individuals how to protect themselves in the emergency phase is very different than helping communities change in the post-pandemic phase.
We know what we need to do, but as a society we need the practical know-how to actually do it. Thatâs in part because it takes time for treatments to advance and for worldwide distribution of disease-fighting knowledge and technology to control the disease, and this takes a lot of time, cost, and political will.
It is the difference between knowing what society needs to do and actually doing it. It means that we now have all the tools necessary to get ourselves out of this mess, but there are still huge hurdles to overcome.
Those hurdles are mainly about us as human beings. Itâs fundamentally about community and our innate human social ability to care for each other. We literally have to get billions of people to work together to end this.
Ultimately, humanity will establish a new normal, which (sorry) may or may not be much like the old normal. But we still have a lot of work to do to get there. It ainât over until itâs over.
Pandemics are Traumatic, and Traumatized People Do Unexpectedly Weird Things.
Youâve probably already noticed that some people have had unexpected and even completely irrational reactions to the pandemic.
Thatâs surprisingly typical.
Even if they or their loved ones havenât been infected or otherwise directly affected by the virus, the trauma and the stress of the pandemic is so pervasive in society that it can affect almost anyone.
The US is well on its way to surpass the death toll of all the wars in American history. That is seriously traumatic to a nation.
We need compassion for ourselves and others.
It often feels like the apocalypse, but it isnât the end of the world. The world will go on. The question is how and what will it be like. People have very different ways of coping in a pandemic. Some will seem weird and mysterious to others. Just let them be.
What I remember about growing up gay while AIDS emerged, was that no one really understands the trauma of a pandemic as itâs happening. It was only afterwards that we understood how crazy it all was. But the craziness does end. As it was happening, we didnât have much time to think or feel because we were in an emergency.
The trauma of pandemics reminds us life has always been about survival. Thatâs why life is genuinely precious. As humans, we may psychologically need to deny this truth, but it makes it no less true.
Deep Denial is a Symptom of All Pandemics.
Pandemics have a sort of societal amnesia built into them. Societies want to forget themâso we often do. I think the trick to getting out of this hell-loop is to genuinely grieve our losses. We need to acknowledge and accept before we can truly move forwardâwhile also maintaining the memory of this particular pandemic as a warning to the future. Think of the wisdom earned from our suffering as a gift to the future.
Every pandemic makes you think nothing like this has ever happened beforeâ but it has. Thatâs both reassuring and damning. We humans have a strong psychological need to think these kinds of disasters canât happen, but they most certainly can and do happen.
Sometimes people donât think fire is hot until they put their hand in the flame. They have to learn the hard way. The same goes with pandemic denial; some people will not change until people they know start dying.
There will be a new normal. There is no going back. Sorry! Time and culture just donât go in reverse.
With such a contagious pandemic in such a connected world, the pandemic wonât end until almost all of humanity cooperates to finally end this. This is a gargantuan task that should not be underestimated.
Our societies still donât quite have a sense of how big and difficult this will be. Knowledge alone isnât enough to change denial.
A Virus Has No Morals:
A Virus Doesnât Care Who You Are.
It doesnât matter who you are. It doesnât matter how âgoodâ or âbadâ you are. It doesnât matter how much you care for someone; you can be just as easily infected by a beloved friend as by a stranger. It doesnât matter how much money you make or where you live. It doesnât matter if you slipped up only once or that you were feeling exhausted and out of sorts. The virus will still infect you â if it can. You donât have to believe in a virus đŚ ; it believes in you.
Your Actions & Behaviors Are All That Matters to a Virus.
In the case of CoVID, the behaviors that matter most are vaccination, masking in crowds and indoors, and improving indoor ventilation.
Things We Should Have Been Doing Before â and May Want to Continue After â CoVID....
Fully funding public health. When you take care of public health, leaders can spend time addressing the serious knock-on effects of the pandemic.
Not breathing on each other. Itâs just gross.
If we have any congestion or just donât feel well, wearing a mask. (Think of protecting others from colds, flu, and worse.)
Washing our hands. (Studies show that half of people donât wash their hands after using the bathroom.)
Society would be wise to follow the pandemicâs science experts but also the wisdom we can learn from survivors of previous pandemics.
Cleaning our cellphones and TV remote controls regularly. Theyâre pathogen magnets in a good year!
Invest where Covid-19 outbreaks keep happening. Thatâs where it matters. That means investing in schools, long term care, child care, food processing plants, and prisons. Raise standards and raise the minimum wage for workers to a living wage for these and all essential occupations.
Looking out for our neighbors and communities by fixing the politics of our dysfunctional democracies.
Installing better, high volume ventilation systems that clean viruses, pollutants, and other pathogens from the air in workplaces, schools, and other indoor public places. This is also good preparation for the next respiratory pandemic.
The Future of CoVID
Changing public behavior often takes a long time; look how long it took to change public smoking. CoVID wonât be different; it will take time.
What curtailed the AIDS pandemic was not technology. It was not the cure or the vaccine that saved us. (The AIDS cure and vaccine never came; they still arenât here yet.)
It was changed behaviour at a societal scale.
It was genuine community.
It was a bunch of put-down people who realized that their lives were on the edge and who had had enough.
It was about everyone grieving together at an incalculable loss. But then turning that energy into change for the better.
CoVID Generations
My heart â¤ď¸ goes out to the post-CoVID generation of young people now entering adulthood during a pandemic. You are the first ones to grow up and be completely immersed in the Age of CoVID.... You are todayâs young adults like I was a young gay man when AIDS emerged. I want you to know that you might feel alone in this pandemic, but youâre not. You can make it through.
Focus on Living; Pandemic Stress & Anxiety Are Deadly Too
Stress can be deadly, and pandemics are super stressful. Itâs vital to de-stress. That may mean exercise like going for a walk and taking a break from worry and overthinking perhaps by meditating for a short bit.
The idea is to give both your body and mind a break. âA sound mind in a sound Bodyâ is ancient wisdom about how interconnected our bodies and minds are.
Anxiety is fear: Face your fears, make friends with them, and then let them go.
It also means finding ways to continuing living and growing despite the pandemic. Do what you can both for yourself and your community, and then let it go. Stress and worry donât help and can actually hurt.
Do what you can â and no more. Taking a break if and when you can may be vital to your survival.
Despite the hype to the contrary, most people want to do the right thing but donât know how or even what that is most of the time. Someone just has to show them!
Seen & Heard
Massive Asteroid Airburst over the Middle East about 3600 years ago may have inspired the story of Sodom & Gomorrah, a 15 year study reveals. The airburst was a thousand times as powerful as the Hiroshima nuclear bomb and spread Dead Sea salt all over the land in the region making it fallow farm land for 600 years. <Artnet: An Ancient Middle Eastern City Destroyed by a Meteor May Have Inspired the Bibleâs Tale of Sodom and Gomorrah, a New Study Says>
Akhtya Follow-up: Both recordings mentioned in the last issue shot right to the Top 3 on the Brother Beastus blog: âINVOCATIONâ & âNECROMANTIAE DAEMONIUM.â Thank you!
In America: Remember The stunning photo of the 2021 flag installation, in the CoVID story above, took 30 hours to photograph. <National Geographic: The epic COVID-19 memorial on the National Mall, in one stunning photo. (Apple News)>
LOL of the Week
Podcasts used in the production of this issue:
Never Stop the Madness: episode 493 (21 Sep 2021)
Housenation UK with Lee Harris: episode SP71 (19 July 2021)
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Please enjoy the Dark Moon đ this Wednesday and stay safe everybody!Â
From my grimoire to yoursâŚ. Infernal Blessings!
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